When I first got saved in the late 80’s and began my walk in the early 90’s we had a lot of Christian paraphernalia. I mean my 1978 Dodge Hornet had Jesus bumper stickers all over it. I had the fish too. I had t-shirts that said, “Gods Gym” and had bible verses on them. When I got saved, I got louder than I was before I was saved and I was loud.
I know volume does not equal authority, so I learned to turn the volume down. The longer I was in church the more tame I became. I never lost passion, but I did gain maturity. Now that I am mature, I find myself getting bolder, louder, stronger, not because of excitement like when I was first saved but because of a deep residing knowing of who God is.
When I first got saved, I had zeal, but I did not have intimate knowledge. Zeal looks good on camera, zeal draws a crowd, zeal feels good in the service, but deep seeded intimate knowledge is what remains. When the storms come, I am anchored in love. When the voices accuse, I am founded on the truth of who I am. When the finances are funny, I know who God is.
The wonder twin powers of the gospel are zeal and intimate deep seeded knowledge, not just one or the other. Maturity with passion is a force that cannot be stopped, diverted or altered. Maturity stops the tossing, anchors the identity and solidifies the reality that He alone is God.
One of the posters I had on my wall when I first got saved was filled with the names of God and words about the nature of God. But one word I do not recall being taught is that God is a replenisher. This is a name for God that has carried me through many types of losses. I live with open hands in everything, because I know God is a replenisher.
Zeal is not a feeling, it comes from intimate knowledge of who God is. I sing with all my heart no matter what I am going through personally, no matter the loss I am feeling, for I know God is a replenisher. I give generously because I know He is a replenisher. I love deeply, because I know He is a replenisher. I pray you know the God who is a replenisher, it will mature you and will give you zeal and knowledge for every season. Www.apostolicresourcecenter.org










